Not meant to be ........."B"

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

[Chorus:]
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

[Chorus]

There's still time to turn this around
You could be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

[Chorus]

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

song that's me Smile....

Everybody sees it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you havn't said it too

So where do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where can love take us now
And we've been so far down
We can still touch the sky

If we crawl
'till we can walk again
And we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
And we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl...crawl....crawl
Back to love
Yeah
Back to love
Yeah

Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
Always felt the need for space
And now I can't reach your face

So where are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my voice
Love can't you see my hand
Lend me one more chance
We can still have it all

So we'll crawl
Till we can walk around
And we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl....crawl
Back to love
Yeah
Back to love
Yeah

Everybody sees it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view
So we'll crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl...(crawl)

So we'll crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl...(crawl)

Back to love....

Feb

Ink

Close up...man..i love this SHIT!!!

I wish this is "real" i love tatts...

Yo wat's up people...finally i got myself a copy of 30 second to mars new album "This is war" i love it so much!!!! i fall in love with the album n Jared!!! owhh my Jared!!! you guys should got it 4 yourself! it is Awesome!!!10/10!!!!!



Jijie leto

My Sadness :(

"No Air"

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

********************************************

I know i should "Move On"....but there's "NO AIR"!!!!

Jijie :(

My BOO

Hurricane - 30 Second To Mars

No matter how many times that you told me you wanna to leave,
No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breathe,
No matter how many nights did you lie when I'd wait to the sounds of pausing rain,
Where did you go (3x)


Heart beat, a heart beat, I need a heart beat, a heart


Tell me would you kill to save a life
Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn
This hurricane chasing us all underground


No matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forgive,
No matter how many lies that I live, I would never regret,
There is a fire inside of this heart, a riot about to explode into flames,
Where is your God? (3x)


Do you really want?
Do you really want me?
Do you really want me dear?


Do you really want?
(A heart beat, a heart beat, I need a heart beat,
You know I gotta leave, I can't stay, I know I gotta go, I can't stay)


Tell me would you kill to save a life
Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn
This hurricane chasing us all underground


You say you wrong, you wrong, I'm right, I'm right, you're wrong, we fight
Ok I'm runnin from the light, when from a day to night, oh
The quiet silence defines our misery,
The riot inside keeps trying to visit me,
No matter how we try, it's too much history,
Too many bad notes playing in our symphony,
So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go,
Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow
And then you call upon God (2x)


Tell me would you kill to save a life?
Tell me would you kill to prove you're right?
Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn
This hurricane chasing us all underground

2 is better than 1

Missing people sucks! Esp. when he/she didn't know bout it! Wat else could u do, keep it to urself or juz tell 'em the truth...it's ur call!




My new sweetheart "Blue.." cute eyhh... ;)


Song 4 today...
Nidji - Akhir Cinta Abadi

akankah kau melihatku
saat ku jauh
akankah kau merasakan
kehilanganku

jiwaku yang telat mati
bukan cintaku
janjiku s'lalu abadi
hanya milikmu

*) aku pergi dan takkan kembali
akhir dari cinta yang abadi

akankah kau melihatku
di akhir nanti
jiwaku yang telah mati
bukan cintaku
janjiku s'lalu abadi
hanya untukmu

aku pergi dan takkan kembali
air mata untuk yang abadi
aku pergi ke alam yang suci
akhir dari abadi cintaku

aku pergi ke alam yang abadi
akhir dari cinta yang abadi

i miss u... - Jijie Leto

So wat if i'm a Bitch!!!

I'm so GLAD i finally remove her, so wat if she n the gang think i'm a Bitch! I dun really care, i dun give a damn!!! I dun wanna be "si talam 2 muka the 2nd"...n the sistahood thingy is full of Shit!!!seriously!!!WTF...

y i can't get u outta my head???!!!

Feels like screaming,coz i can't really forget him!!! Shit!!!Feels like dying, everytime i saw his face!!!Damn!!! Y can't i juz forget everything bout u,man!!!This Fuck up killing me!!!


*Shit happen!!!*

If u wan BITCH, i give u BITCH!!!

I started to HATE some of my Friend!!!! or the one i ADORE...the one i LOVE!!!!Fucking Shit!!!!!I hate this!!!

No more "adore"!!!! Juz Jijie....

Hello Children...wat's up??!!I'm Bored...it's 1 am n i'm so fucking bored! So how u kids doin???great???coz i know i am hehe...
I watched 2012 2day..yeah i know i lambat, but i dun really care!! i dun really like to go watch a movie n the room pack w ppl!!!mrimaskannn!!!!ok bout the movie, i give 6/10!!! ok laa but not that Awesome!!!i cry a lot! haha!!! crazy eyh!!!Adam Lambert song "Time for miracle" is Awesome!!!!I really like it!! i love it ;)...
So another movie to watch "Ninja Assasin" n "New Moon"...K i dunno bout "ninja assasin" but few of my fren said "New Moon" Bored! but they all guys laa so....u know laa!!!4 me "New Moon" not really a guy Movie!hahaha....Lovey Dovey kinda movie kann...hehe! "Which team r u?" seriously, i'm not into both of them...i know Edward Cullen is HOT n Jacob r CUTE! but i prefer ED Westwick haha ;)

Ok guys! i leave u w my fave song from The Smashing Pumpkin - Ava Adore, enjoy bye take care kids!


Miss Jijie :)

Children!!!

Hello Kids!! Wat's up!!!! Hope u guys doin great/awesome! Everything was great lately, Thank Allah!! =)

So anyone watch Gossip Girl Season 3? Pretty Awesome huh..i LOVE GG!!!Esp Chuck Bass! n u know CB or i mean "Ed Westwick" hehe... have a Band "The Filthy Youth". Awesome!! The song are not so bad!!! :) -Come flash all your ladies is My fave!

Ok kids be safe...n Salam Aidiladha!!! Take care of urself K! Until next time kids!

LOVE...Jijie Adore ;)

Say my name babyyy......AAR!!!

Hey wat's up children...today is my BDay! Hell yeahh babyyyy...me OLD!huhu sad huh! Mood ok laa but yg sedey "HE" didn't remember or know it's my BDay!!! But yg x disangka2 his Bandmates lak yg wish me Happy Bday n his wall post was funny weyhh!!*I'm so sorry i kinda judge u before* Now i like u!!Haha ;)
For My dearest babes/bros TQ so much 4 the wishes!!!!!I LOVE U!!!muahhhhh...hehe may Allah Bless everyone of u!!! n My familia...LOVE u guys to Death!!!

Well i can't get enough of my Glittery fren here!!!Tyson n the band! AAR babyyy!!! I really like it when Ty started to talk so mgada2, like when "Dirty little secret" wow..T'goda tau!hahaha
n the part his weared the Native american hat w Chris drum beat!! It was Brilliant!!! so sexy babyyy!!!
check out this video - AAR Live from DIGI bkt jalil 31 oct 09

Salam Aidilfitri

Hellooo...Selamat Hari Raya to all, maaf zahir & batin if ada salah & silap! i'm so Xcited rite now! so got any plans 4 raya?? hope u guys gonna have fun...


jijie adore =)

Rockin' Month

What's up ppl!!!! It's been a crazy month..with work & life! 15 August was so sweet!!! I was @ MTV World Stage at Sunway Lagoon. It was insane!!!!! Rasa mcm x nak balik hehe

The line up:

The All American Rejects(mr Glitter), Boys Like Girls(cute butt), Estranged(Browny), Hoobastank, Kasabian, Raygun & Lovely Pixie Lott =)

Thanks to:

I would like to thank Miss MC n & Estranged 4 the passes...n Estranged Streets teamer, U Guys ROCKS!!!!! ;)
so here i post some of the pic from MTVWS 15th August 09

Kasabian

The All American Rejects

Tyson Ritter a.k.a Mr Glitter

Raygun

Mosh Pit ;)

Boys Like Girls

Estranged

The Stage from VIP view

The Passes - I'm GOLD

Me ;)


The End

Quiz to me =)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


OMG..am i???!!Got this from a quiz...k laa not bad! =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

R.I.P MJ

Billy Martin Art Work

Ooh ooh ooh aah
Gotta make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turned up the collar on
A favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs

A summer's disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other
On the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey
Na na na, na na na, na na na na oh ho

I've been a victim of
A selfish kinda love
It's time that I realize
There are some with no home
Not a nickel to loan
Could it be really pretending that they're not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed out dream
(Washed out dream)
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make that change

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
(Man in the mirror, oh yeah)
I'm asking him to change his ways, yeah
(Change)
No message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make the change
You gotta get it right, while you got the time
'Cause when you close your heart
(You can't close your, your mind)
Then you close your mind

(That man, that man, that man)
(That man, that man, that man)
(With the man in the mirror, oh yeah)
(That man you know, that man you know)
(That man you know, that man you know)
I'm asking him to change his ways
(Change)
No message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself then make that change

(Na na na, na na na, na na na na)
Ooh
Oh yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
(Na na na, na na na, na na na na)

Oh no
Oh no, I'm gonna make a change
It's gonna feel real good
Sure mon
(Change)
Just lift yourself
You know, you got to stop it yourself
(Yeah)
Oh
Make that change
(I gotta make that change today, oh)
(Man in the mirror)
You got to, you got to not let yourself, brother oh
Yeah
You know that
(Make that change)
(I gotta make that make me then make)
You got, you got to move
Sure mon, sure mon
You got to
(Stand up, stand up, stand up)
Make that change
Stand up and lift yourself, now
(Man in the mirror)
Make that change
(Gonna make that change, sure mon)
(Man in the mirror)
You know it, you know it, you know it, you know
(Change)
Make that change

Until u L.O.V.E u

You know sometime when u see your self
Just see your self
Someone not good enough
And though there's times when you feel like
You can't do nothing right
And then security takes ahold
Obscures your vision of your soul
You can't see what's inside
Open up your eyes

Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful
Take a moment to love
The one you are
Learn to accept yourself
'cause this that's true
You can't love nobody else
Until u love u

I know sumtime its so hard to keep
Up your self esteem
Sometime u can feel so small
And its so easy to tell yourself
You're not worth much at all
When you aren't sure of who you are
Now it's tearing you apart
You can't see what is true
Change your point of view

Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful
Take a moment to love
The one you are
Learn to accept yourself
'cause this that's true
You can't love nobody else
Until u love u

Find what is real is what's inside you
Know there's no one else in this world like you
Take maybe just a little time to start and see
Just who you really are

Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful
Take a moment to love
The one you are
Learn to accept yourself
'cause this that's true
You can't love nobody else
Until u love u

Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful
Take a moment to love
The one you are
Learn to accept yourself
'cause this that's true
You can't love nobody else
Until u love

Take a look in the mirror
Take a look in the mirror
Hemm
Take a look in the mirror
Take a look in the mirror
You're beautiful

Confession Part 2

I L.O.V.E BROWNY!!!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHA =)

Confession

Wow look at my title, hehe macam serius sangat. Hahaha ;)
Yesterday my chef told me that one of Kofuku Kitchen staff is admitted to the University Hospital in PJ. I was like "OMG who??" and it was him...i felt so bad! Coz the day before he was kacau-ing me n i wat tatau jea! OK even tho he is like a jerk but he still a fren. So i wish him will get better! Get better than we can "Gaduh2" more..hehehe =)


So...now it's about Browny! I know about my older post that i was like over him. I think it's really happening yesterday. I know some of my sista dun really think so but i think yeahh i'm over him! N it's feel so fucking weird! Totally akward like talking w him n u feel u dont really know him...ur not warm enough to layan him even to talk w him! I dun really like that situation. I was like so Excited but after seeing him...i felt like no i wanna get out from there! Dun get me wrong i dun Hate him juz....dun really wanna see him! At least for now! But i'll support him no matter what! Drama...drama...drama!


No mood..n MUSE save my day! Hahaha Dun really see that coming huh! Yeah feel so down these few days. I talk so much yesterday coz dun really wanna show my real feeling.