Summer Holiday

Holla boys n girl...hw r u guys doin?So here wat happen to me last week.

040509- 6.30am Kejadian yg menakutkan blaku di depan mata. I saw 2 peragut meragut beg sorg Auntie d'tepi jalan. At 1st i ingat BF/GF gaduh coz i bz listening to my Mp3(lagu best lak tu!) Then i heard she screaming. i frozed! I juz tengok smbil pegang beg!(i'm carried rm 600 kot for bayar bill) I can't do anything + i still jauh from her. Ada uncle from nasi lemak stall cuba tolong but peragut tu smpt lari naik motor, lagi pon mereka berdua. After peragut tu blah i trus jln ke lrt dgn ketakutan! Every single day i lalu sana..i heard bout this b4 but bkan depan mata! Yg menakut kan peragut tu pukul/tumbuk auntie tu, maybe b'coz auntie tu x nak lepaskan beg dier. So now everytime i lalu tmpt kejadian tu i akan jln dgn laju n not alone! I still takut but wat to do, i kena gak lalu sana...Lately byk sgt citer pasal kena ragut! Yg i paling simpati tu wanita mgandung d'KB k'lantan, meninggal selepas kena ragut! Damn y ppl now r so cruel! So B safe ppl!

050509- 5.30pm Balik Pahang woohooo.....

060509- 10am Medical check up! Goin brunch w my mom hehe =) lepak kat umah, on9, play w my cats...cooked dinner. My bro craving 4 fettucini carbonara....makan2! lepak again...then tidoooooo.......zzzzzzzz

070509- 6.45am Gettin ready for the vakay! Actually i'm goin to my aunt place @ Tok bali, Kelantan. Nice beach! Nice food!really like it! but damn so panas there... if u see me now u can see my turning to brown! ahahaha BROWNY!








With my lil couz


Tok Bali,Kelantan.

090509- 9am Good bye Tok bali n Hello P.pinang! hehehe...stayed at Bt.Feringghi..nice place yo DVD sgt murah hehehe! If u goin to P.Pinang go to Toys Museum near The Cove Apt...i'm havin so much fun there!


Mr. Predator n I



My Fave. Nightmare before Qmas


110509- Bye2 P.Pinang...Welcome back home KL! huhuhu sad dh nk kena kerja!
Owhh b4 we when home... we stopped @ Kuala Sepetang,Perak! Nice Mee Udang...& Nasi Goreng Udang! giler sedap sbb udang sgt byk n fresh!

Kuala Sepetang, Perak. Warong Mak Teh

Nasi Goreng Udang Rm10

Mee Udang Rm 10

Without U =(

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken it's toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.

Paparazzi

We are the crowd, we're c-comin' out
Got my flash on, it's true
Need that picture of you
It so magical, we'd be so fantastical

Leather and jeans, garage glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us it don't have a price
Ready for those flashing light
'Cause you know that baby, I

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me Papa, paparazzi Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be Your papa, paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind But I won't stop until that boy is mine Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me Papa, paparazzi

I'll be your girl backstage at your show Velvet ropes and guitars Yeah, cause you're my rock star in between the sets Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn
My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie
Cause you know that baby, I

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

Real good, we dance in the studio
Snap, snap to that shit on the radio
Don't stop for anyone
We're plastic but we still have fun

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi



Hello....i can't really sleep so i decided to post sumthing here!
So hw'e everything w/ u guys???Hope u guys doin great! Coz i am..juz i can't really sleep and the worst i can't get up in the mornink! i hate mornink! i hate working mornink shifts hahaha...

So last Tuesday 280409- I having JPJ test...well i failed! I have to repeat it again! Well i passed the "on the road" test so i didn't have to repeat that one(thank GOD!).. but nope 4 Bukit,Parking&3 pointer! Arghhh!!!! Yeah i'm so damn scared, but Thanx to my beloved fren who giving me sms& wishing me @ FB status! U guys rocks!!!!
N yeah it was so scary,i can't even slept! Wo..seriously! The funny part of it was...i'm shaking when driving on the road...sampai laa habis! Sampai The JPJ dude suruh i sign the paper pon my hand still shaking..hingga laa kluar dr kereta! hwahaha funny kan! U can imagine hw scared i am!
I got 18/20 for On the road...well that was Awesome! hehehe but sayang giler 4 bukit coz i dh bwat yg cun skali undur ke belakang! n biasalah the F word kuar from my mouth hahaha ;p
but nevermind laa i'll try again until i dun have to go there anymore! coz i'm so tired! My cikgu r really cool person(Mr Sham)- but gatal skit(i wat2 x paham jea!) hehe =)

Gossip Girl- Arghhh i did like Blair w Nate! Coz i really think Chuck Bass n Blair r made 4 each other! I dunno if u watch it but i do! I really love Chuck, eventho' he's Womaniser or Watever...he so damn SEXAYYYY!!! The sexy part of him is his eyes...so guys if u see me looking straight into ur eyes mean i checking u out...*to the boys only!*hwahaha Well i finished d/loading Ep.22 season 2, 3 ep to go!!!! XOXO Gossip Girl!

Paparazzi By Lady Gaga- Nice song...i dun really like her, coz i think she kinda tiru Gwen Stefani. I mean from the way she dress up laa! See laa her hair!!! But her song...COOL,Hip...i like it! Esp. Paparazzi, do check it out! This song kinda stuck in my head...i can't stop singin this song.... =)

4am now- Better when to Bed! Coz 2morrow goin to lepak2 & working!!! Did i told u...there's a new staff & he's CUTE! sure i =) n he =) back..no biggy + i think he so young lor...may 20y.o kot! huaaaaa i'm OLD alreadyyyyy ;p

well until next time...ermm i missed Oldtown Hazelnut White Coffee(my fave) ahaha tetiba jea!
Bodoh laa The Mall x de Oldtown!!!! nite all... take care =)


Lot's of L.O.V.E
jijie adore =)

The story

Hi...Hw did u guys deal with a broken heart? Erase all the memory bout u n him/her??? or juz ignore hw much u miss him/her??? or the feeling got stronger n stronger everytime u think bout him? Remove him/her from ur frenlist @ Facebook or Myspace?
Did u still check out his/her Facebook everyday? or Look at his/her picture? or Listening to his/her music? or Read about his/her in magazine???
Well if u guys ask me...i dunno hw to answer that question. I thought i wanna forget everything bout him, but i can't, i juz can't for now! I do hope my feeling juz go away! Maybe not meeting him for now is the best way to forget bout him! He is a great guy, sweet, funny(well he make me laugh all the time i met him!)warm, n awesome rocker! It's nice u know that i care n do trust me...u never know how i feel when u said "i have faith in u my young jedi" & "thanks for being caring" u make me me like u even more! but sayang.......!
I known Browny since 2006, at 1st i thought he was so "Sombong!" but turn up he's the frenly ones!( i mean it!) After the 2nd time i met him i really like this guy. I dun really know wat i saw in him...well he's not that bad, nice guy! & I remember the 1st time i saw the picture of him n his GF @ msn, i was so shocked! I can't really believe it! Until one day he show me the picture of her! She's HOT!(i mean it people!) Jealous? Yeah of coz! Sure i did! At that time i think, i shud stop having this stupid crush! Well i doesn't happen. Maybe i'm still hoping 4 a miracle! Which is so stupid! He's happy, i know he is! & i'll happy if he happy...& i dun mean to hate him, i pretend to so i can forget him! I'm so sorry...
Why now i decided that i wan to let go all of this crap?? ?i dun really have the answer rite now! Maybe when i know the answer i'll let u know! It's funny when i think about this shit! But i oso sad that it's time to let go! He's the great guy that i know. Any women out there is so damn lucky to have him as their BF!
I make a lot of nicknames for him, but the one that i really like is "Browny!!!" he didn't know that, n i hope he dun have to. Why i called him that? Coz of his skin colour! OK enough of it...i dh penat nk fikir bout him! Kang nangis susah hwahaha!see ya =)

Jijie Adore


P/S: What shud i do if Browny read this post???
A: Well...he shud know the truth! owh ya Bella Muerte was me!





The chosen song- Never Again By My fave dude Justin Randall Timaberlake



Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again

No, no, no, no, no, no

Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it

But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me

I wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again

Again, yeah, yeah
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Never get to love me

never again - justine timberlake

breaking my own heart!

I rushed right in
Just like a fool
So struck down by you
I didn't know what to do

I started on
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart
Yeah

I started on
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart

Yeah, I was frozen
By the pain
I tried
To reach out to you
But I felt so ashamed

So, I kept on
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart

I kept on
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart

Save me
Somebody save me
From this misery
Love is killing me
Please save me

I need saving
Won't somebody save me
From this misery
Love is killing me
Ooo, save me

I hung on
To every word you say
In search of a sign boy
You felt the same way

But it was only me
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart

If I keep on
Breaking my own heart
Breaking my own heart

Save me
Won't somebody save me
From this misery
Love is killing me
Save me

I need saving
Won't somebody save me
From this misery
Love is killing me
Ooo, save me

Ooh Save
I said "Save me"
From this misery
Love is killing me
Please save me

This song r so wat i felt now!!! Esp.the line that i highlight! I really Breaking my own heart!!!
Pretty stupid huh! but this song r nice! i really love it!

Broken inside!

which one do u prefer more
lollipops or gum? gums
america or britain? americans
strawberries or bananas? bananas
spiderman or batman? batman...badboy boleh????
rocks or stones? stones!!!
may or october? may...
17 or 92? ermmm 17
scared or humiliated? scared..
bunny or rabbit? rabbit
tan or burgandy? burgandy
tropical or temperate? tropical
rabid dog or rabid raccoon? rahid racoon
vamps or werewolves? vamps
insomniac or nocturnal? huh, me i think insomniac

have you ever...
jumped off a house? gile...20 tingkat???mati laa
swam in freezing ice water? no
been attacked? by a crazy Dog...so yeassss!!!!
been made fun of? no
cried for no reason? yes..crazy huh!
been out of the country? yup
thought about death? yeshh
gotten seriously injured? never
gotten bit by someone? haha...it was Johnny"dasar lelaki kasar!"
screamed bloody murder? no...
been to a concert? yeah love it...
eaten snow? no snow here in m'sia
killed anyone? never
hurt somone psychially? nope
made someone cry? 2 or 3 laa..padan muka mereka
played with matches? nahhhh
been on a plane? yup
been to jail? hehehe i wish
laughed so hard it hurt? yeasss
read a book? hahaha yeah
tasted blood? my own...yeasss
cried yourself to sleep? yup when i was so little laa
physically hurt yourself on purpose? hehehe never
gotten revenge? nahhh
broken a promise? hehe yeah sometimes
been to church? ????muslim laa
hidden a part of your personality from the world?nope
blown a bubble (from your gum) while underwater? hehehe never
ran into a pole? yes
been extremely bored? yeah sometimes
played chess with a stranger? never
made a wild concoction and ate it? ewww
had a sad dream and woke up crying? never
lost a soul you loved? yeahh it's hurt
fell out of a tree? no...
lied about your age? never
been food poisoned? never
gone over Niagara Falls in a barrel? i wish

when's the last time you...
got kicked or slapped? ermmm 13 or 14(slapped)
talked on the phone? today
played a sport? hahaha
gone to camp? when i was 12
stayed home sick? x ingat laa
baked a cake? woohooo last 3 years
sang aloud? now.....
listened to music? now.... lady gaga
seen the snow? m'sia x de snow laa
went
got in a fight? yes! w this guy name Hafizan..he such a loser!
video taped? yeass yesterday, while singing Amoi cantik by Hujan heehehehe
saw a friend? everyday
went in a hottub? hehhe best laa
head banged? just now....
got a headache? now
tripped or fell? x ingat
got hurt? yesterday....
ate froot loops? ewwww
smiled? everyday but inside crying!
laughed? eveyday
swore out loud? yes!

do you like...
gum? yeah...dentyne berrykiss muahmuahh hahhaa
drums? if someone willing to teach me hehehe
britain? not really
tigers? baby tiger cute....
blood? no
waiting? 4 him 2 notice it n its hurt
telling people off? yeah
labels? hehhe yeahhh
winning? love it
competetition? it's hard bluekkk
sunlight? hate it!
night time? yeahhhh

just answer the questions...
what was the last book you've read? magazine laa book nope
what was the last movie you watched? he just not in to u- i really like it! coz man r jerk to me rite now!
whens the last time you sang jingle bells? last q'mas
what kind of music do you listen to? everything
if you got to be the age you are in any year what year would it be? sexy 30 hahahaha
whats your name? azeela
do you like marshmellows? yeahhhh
whats something that pisses you off? annoying....
whats you pet peeve about yourself? my dark secret!
how do you spell doughnuts/donuts? donuts
do you have a cat? yeah...really love them....
how many more days until school starts? i gradute already laaa
where are you? kl,m'sia
do you have any current cuts or bruises? cuts @ my finger ouchhh!!!
whens the last time you went to the beach? sumwhere last year!
who's the last friend you saw? azizi....@staff enterance hehehehe
what was your first favourite band? local- estranged,internatoinal-toomany to choose haha, but right now is 30 seconds to mars!
are you chewing gum right now?no

Sayonara Browny....

Hoollllaaa =) wat's up people??? Hope everything r great w u guys!
This past 2 week i'm so EMO, dunno y! Keep getting Bad Fucking Shit News! Kudos to Browny, my working ppl, few of FB frens...arghhh Fucking shit!i hate u all! But still i'm smiling, laughing..so i won't give a damn bout any of u guys!

Last saturday went out w/ 2 of my couz & my sis...watched "he just not that into you"@Pavilion.. I like the movie a lot...after watching it, i realize that my feeling for Browny so freakin' stupid...i mean really stupid! I know u won't balieve it, but i do feel it so BODOH! Sorry browny, maybe u dh perasan that i like u. Yeah that really that obvious kan!!! So please ppl if i do meet him then cair, do slap me! hwahaha i'm serious! i sampai change my desktop pic...no more pic me n him!

So sorry guys... this post is so EMO n i curse a lot! so c ya around! So this song is wat i feel for Browny now! Sayonara...Browny....

"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...


Jijie Adore =)