The story

Hi...Hw did u guys deal with a broken heart? Erase all the memory bout u n him/her??? or juz ignore hw much u miss him/her??? or the feeling got stronger n stronger everytime u think bout him? Remove him/her from ur frenlist @ Facebook or Myspace?
Did u still check out his/her Facebook everyday? or Look at his/her picture? or Listening to his/her music? or Read about his/her in magazine???
Well if u guys ask me...i dunno hw to answer that question. I thought i wanna forget everything bout him, but i can't, i juz can't for now! I do hope my feeling juz go away! Maybe not meeting him for now is the best way to forget bout him! He is a great guy, sweet, funny(well he make me laugh all the time i met him!)warm, n awesome rocker! It's nice u know that i care n do trust me...u never know how i feel when u said "i have faith in u my young jedi" & "thanks for being caring" u make me me like u even more! but sayang.......!
I known Browny since 2006, at 1st i thought he was so "Sombong!" but turn up he's the frenly ones!( i mean it!) After the 2nd time i met him i really like this guy. I dun really know wat i saw in him...well he's not that bad, nice guy! & I remember the 1st time i saw the picture of him n his GF @ msn, i was so shocked! I can't really believe it! Until one day he show me the picture of her! She's HOT!(i mean it people!) Jealous? Yeah of coz! Sure i did! At that time i think, i shud stop having this stupid crush! Well i doesn't happen. Maybe i'm still hoping 4 a miracle! Which is so stupid! He's happy, i know he is! & i'll happy if he happy...& i dun mean to hate him, i pretend to so i can forget him! I'm so sorry...
Why now i decided that i wan to let go all of this crap?? ?i dun really have the answer rite now! Maybe when i know the answer i'll let u know! It's funny when i think about this shit! But i oso sad that it's time to let go! He's the great guy that i know. Any women out there is so damn lucky to have him as their BF!
I make a lot of nicknames for him, but the one that i really like is "Browny!!!" he didn't know that, n i hope he dun have to. Why i called him that? Coz of his skin colour! OK enough of it...i dh penat nk fikir bout him! Kang nangis susah hwahaha!see ya =)

Jijie Adore


P/S: What shud i do if Browny read this post???
A: Well...he shud know the truth! owh ya Bella Muerte was me!





The chosen song- Never Again By My fave dude Justin Randall Timaberlake



Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again

No, no, no, no, no, no

Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it

But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me

I wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again

Again, yeah, yeah
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Never get to love me

never again - justine timberlake